i want help…i NEED help..
plz, someone help me, a psychologist or something….
im starting to cut again…not rlly cut…more like scratches….i dont wnna cut, but the more i use a sharp object to hurt my wrists, the more i want to feel a blade against my wrists….
i get this feeling on my arms, like i need to hurt myself, and if i dont, i just get anxious…
i want help…i need it….i dont know how….i dont know how to ask for help….im afraid…my friends dont rlly help…
its like i scream inside for help, but it never rlly gets out….
ive decided tomorrow, im gonna go to my high school psychology teacher….maybe i can feel better….or at least find out why i feel this way…
i just dont feel good….i feel so….i dunno….
whatever…
Yes, go and talk to someone you trust. That teacher sounds like a good place to start. I am going to pray for you.
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hey there… The psychology teacher is probably a good idea, but the school councellor is probably even better. The office can hook you up with them. I know the feel of that you’re describing. I got a psychologist that specializes in self harm, and it worked for me, mostly because she understood it. That sort of thing you’d have to ask your folks for. Good luck to you. You’re going to be ok. I promise.
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I used to be a burner and a cutter. I got over my addiction a few years ago. I did that to myself to feel something. To make sure I was still alive and not dreaming. See with you, you used cutting to probably get over problems or try and solve them am I right? Or close? Cutting is something comfy and familiar to you. What you should do is get yourself into some sort of activity.
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Something that you enjoy doing. Like maybe painting or running or boxing or something. It’ll keep your mind off of cutting and they’re a much healthier way to deal with anger, hurt, rejection, all that. Good luck.
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I definitely agree with what eveyone has mentioned. Talking to someone you feel comfortable with would be such a great help as would finding a hobby. Something to help your mind escape for even a little bit like writing on your OD could do it! Usually, when I feel overwhelmed to the point of wanting to hurt myself I think of how it would affect others around me, which then inspires me to find…
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something to live for. Think about it. Hurting yourself like that could result in something you and those you care about may not be ready for. I think you can over come anything you set your mind to. 🙂 Please don’t hurt yourself!
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I totally understand how you feel. I have been going through similar things. Tis a good thing that you are going to talk to someone… and do not stop talking to people until you get what you need. I am a cutter myself, Stopped, then took it up again. I shall pray for you. If there is anything I can do for you, let me know. Take care of yourself…
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