True Lyrics

Feeling much better today. Andy came over this morning and we worked a few things out and he spent some time with the girls. He actually fed Kayla her baby food and stuff, so that was cool. Anywho, the reason I’m posting is because my friend Jenn found this song for me and the lyrics really made sense to me, because it’s basically what I’ve been doing since this all came about. I thought I’d post the lyrics so you can see what I mean.

Wake Up Alone Amy Winehouse lyrics

It’s okay in the day I’m staying busy

Tied up enough so I don’t have to wonder where is he

Got so sick of crying

So just lately

When I catch myself I do a 180

I stay up clean the house

At least I’m not drinking

Run around just so I don’t have to think about thinking

That silent sense of content

That everyone gets

Just disappears soon as the sun sets

This face in my dreams seizes my guts

He floods me with dread

Soaked in soul

He swims in my eyes by the bed

Pour myself over him

Moon spilling in

And I wake up alone

If I was my heart

I’d rather be restless

The second I stop the sleep catches up and I’m breathless

This ache in my chest

As my day is done now

The dark covers me and I cannot run now

My blood running cold

I stand before him

It’s all I can do to assure him

When he comes to me

I drip for him tonight

Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts