Magnetism. Bliss. and a special kind of Creeper

 It’s odd..
when I look back and see how many times…
Something that seemed a world away
Found its way to me. 

Thinking back. 
There was only one chance taken..
That wasn’t a chance I never would have seen. 
Someone never on my radar previously. 
Ended far from the beginning. 
A tale that died with a lacking close. 
Just a bit of distance and silence
 But that’s alright. 
 
Each tale becomes a bit more unexpected and bizarre. 
Is this magnetism my superpower?
Maybe these things only happen when I’m finding my way to my next personal best. 
But I’m not celebrating yet. 

Bliss has been keeping me high. 
Just the thought of communication puts the biggest, truest smile on my face. 
I become radiant and everyone sees it. 
How did he ever see me?
One girls among over 40
One girl and he didn’t even speak to me. 
But he found me…
Or we found each other..
Or maybe I pulled him this way. .
With whatever it is I do..
When my thoughts bring the situation I’ve thought would only ever be a dream, to me. 

I’m thinking ahead of myself on this one. 
But I’ve got a feeling…and its good. 
This one will be different…far different than ever before. 
Far from home. 
Far from my normal. 
And an age gap I’m not quite sure on. 

I’ll keep up my hoping. 
Maybe I’ll play the right hand. 
My head is too tied up in this already.