Learning the gap

 Careful hands, 
Sleek car, 
Rooms that are the too clean sense of alone. 
All put together. 
New smell, 
Right out of the box, 
Right off the lot. 
Every line..
From the smile..
To the age signs…
Fell right in place, 
In a way that makes me feel an odd sense of unrest. 
And a wild sense of attraction. 

Perfectly collected. 
Gentleman. 
Easy vibes that felt comforting. 
My new favorite thing in common. 
Leagues of things to teach me. 
That sense of distance that seems to drive me..
But on a level I can understand. 
A mutual ground in knowing the push and passion..
The consuming nature of the sport. 

Didnt move for me. 
Patience is confusing. 
But i need something new and steady paced. 
The teetering feeling of not quite knowing. 
But knowing just enough. 
Not understanding what the draw is. 

He’s got everything so put together. 
And this reckless side that takes all his time.
Like mine. 
But he moves in ways I only hope to some day. 
The speed…the agility..juke, stop, break through the pack. 
Never knew I had seen it with my own two eyes. 
Knew the name before he knew I existed. 
Its funny the places life lands you sometimes. 

So I’m left to question the subtle interactions. 
And mull over the mature situations. 
The go ahead is all right there. 
And everyone agrees maybe its something I need. 

I’ll just stay along for the ride. 
And only hope for the best for now.