Today

well havent really got to talk to daniel today.. i talked to him for a few minutes while he was gettin ready to go campin but i havent talked to him since then.. I was supposed to go to the lake tonight and party but i guess my friend Taylor forgot to call me and tell me what time so im stuck at home again.. I’m really wishin I wasnt alone anymore and that i could find a job and just have something stable in my life.. I would love a chance with Daniel but I dont know if that will happen… The ball is in his courts now..  my eating disorder is acting up again and im just exhausted all the time… I just feel like im going crazy