Life

 well life is just kinda going at a slow and even pace right now.. nothing exciting is happening.. i just feel spaced out and still cant focus on even the little things.. i hate when i get like this.. 

i’ve come to realize that i am trying to hard to be happy and that when things dont go right i let it get to me…

i think i pick the wrong battles to focus on.. 

i have to realize that i cant love someone else until i know how to love myself.. 

maybe i just need to focus on me right now and work on getting stable and healthy…