Hey Guys

Hey guys…

Sorry i havent been updating as much.. I have a stomach virus and just havent been feeling like myself again.. Im starting to slip into another depression and i think Daniel being home isnt helping.. Im probably about to delete him from my phone and facebook because im tired of seeing him talk about being home and hanging out with people but yet he hasnt once asked to see me.. I feel very stupid for believing that he was different and maybe something could come out of it.. Ugh! Im so tired of being alone.. I’ve been alone for way too long and it seems like everyday more of my friends are getting engaged.. Dont get me wrong Im happy for them but it makes me feel invisible..

Sorry im ramblin again.. It stormed yesterday so i didnt get to do anything… I wish someone would come over and see me because im tired of being at home.. I go back to the doctor Friday and im scared to see what he is going to say about those episodes and im scared about my weight..

Im slippin back into the darkness and it frustrates me..