Frustration

Wanna know what frustrates me?

Seeing all the kids I have grown up with getting engaged or married…

I want my chance too..

Im sorry if i sound like i complain alot. Im just broken and little things get to me and I always chase after something that I think would help put me back together.. I also write out my thoughts just so I can untangle them.. I promise I am not a clingy desperate person..