Explosion

well me and Pj got in a huge fight yesterday and arent even friends anymore. I found out that he had been going around and telling people about our relationship and why we broke up but he wouldnt talk to me about it. I was texting Rachel about it and said that he needs to grow up and he saw that message and texted me going off.. He blamed everything on me saying that i was trying to rush everything and that i never gave him any space and to just forget being friends too.. I went off and told him that it is pretty messed up that he can go around telling people our business but you wont even talk to me about it.. I told him that all he had to do was be honest from the beginning and that if he had we wouldnt be arguing. He told me that i need to grow up and stop moping around and that people dont even want to talk to me. I told him that i honestly thought he was different but he was acting just like everyone else. And i told him that my feelings did change and that i fell for him and that when he asked me everyday if i still liked him i told him the truth and that when i asked him if his feelings changed he had the opportunity many times to tell me the truth but he didnt.

I mean that is all he had to do was be honest and i wouldnt have been so upset..

I texted him back and said maybe we shouldnt even be talking right now and i told him bye..

I pray that one day we will be able to be friends again….

but for now we aren’t even friends or speaking