this is understanding

I talked to Timmy last night Jess said that I shouldnt call him..but I think that was just her jealousy of not being able to be with Chris talking. I dont know, all I know is that I love him so much. We didnt really talk all that long, only like 20 minutes, but we talked about things with him and things with me. I cried for a little bit and he said that he would call me sometime soon, but I dont know when thats going to be since he works all the time now. He told me taht he was dating this girl Heather for like 2 days but they arent anymore, even though they still talk sometimes. But its okay, He told me that he missed me and that he thinks of me like 5 times a day, but not in bad ways, in good ways. He told me that he loved me and just ::sigh:: I love him.

Well I dont know, I guess i’ll update again when something else happens..but that was pretty important to me ;D