it’s all that i’ve got.

rachel is such a fucking bitch i cant even stand it. Last night, she went and picked up Jess, Janelle and Andy and we were all gonna go shopping for prom dresses..besides andy of course, haha..and just do whatever. Janelle needed weed, so Rachel called kyle and when kyle called her back, he told rachel to come get it, but come by herself(so that they could have sex and do whatever.) Andy and I went into Ross and were just looking around when Janelle and Jess come in and are like “yeah rachel left, she’ll be back” I flipped. How fucked up is that to just leave us there? but anyways, so then we were fucking around in ross for awhile..I bought a pair of shoes (which were originally 14.99 & jess switched the stickers so that they were 9.99) and I got a photoalbum..which was really 5.00 and i got an dollar off because there was a tiny little stain on the front ;D so im pumped about that. but yeah, so then we all walked down to barnes & nobles because i wanted to get books..and we saw curt, colleen and erica there. Colleen was on her break so we talked for awhile..and i made andy carry all my stuff..haha..what a sweetheart. But yeah, so shane called and he was with ross & kristen and they headed out to barnes & nobles because we were waiting there for about an hour and a half and shit, and we were sick of it. I bought two books..The Lovely Bones & Pure..i hope they’re good, haha. Finally when Kristen got there, rachel called and said taht she was on her way and when i told her that we already had a ride, she got pissed because we were impatient and left. ohKAY. whatever you fucking bitch.

so then kristen, ross, shane, janelle, jess. andy & i somehow all squeezed into kristens tiny car. ross sat on my lap, after trying to fit in the back and couldn’t do it & kristen sat on shanes and jess drove kristens car. we went to the mall and hung out in the arcade because shane & ross wanted to play DDR and streetfighter..which they didn’t end up playing anyways, but whatever. so then nikki and will came because we couldnt drive all the way back to shanes with that many people in the car, and we just hung out there for awhile. Len came out and hung out, and then nikki and will left. We smoked for a little bit before we dropped janelle off and then we smoked again while down at shanes, but blahhhhh. i only took 2 hits off of janelles joint, because it was nug, and i dont know. i didnt get high or stoned or anything, but its cool. so then len came over and we called rachel and len was being a dick to her because she was out drinking after she was gonna party with us at shanes house, but whatever. shes a dick.

Timmy called me while I was down there and we talked for a tiny bit, and he pretty much told me that he was pissed that i was going to prom..even though i was going to go with him..and he said that he couldn’t talk to me anymore. ohKAY. he always does this, what the fuck. well anyways, to make a long story short, he had the phone off the hook and then wasnt answering it so i went to bed being miserable, but then i talked to him today and im going up to his house so we can talk and whatever, so i guess we’ll see how that goes. Evan also called me while I was down there. Adam was having a party & evan wanted me to come, but i didnt feel want to and neither did anyone else, so we didnt go. Evan said that he really has to talk to me and that he really wanted me to come but ehhhh…i dont wanna get myself into that situation again. All hes going to do is be sweet and things will be fine for a few weeks, until he starts hanging out with his cousin again and then he won’t want to talk to anymore..fuck that shit.

so len, andy, jess & i went to go get jess cigarettes, went back to shanes to get my shit and then we left. andy called me last night at like 2:00-2:30 ish, i dunno why..but yeah. Len has like 5 houses, and we were gonna go party at one of them, but len didn’t feel like driving all the way out there and then having to bring us all back the next day because of gas that he didnt have, so we just went home. I’m hoping that they didnt’ end up going to lens to drink or anything because i told andy to call if they were gonna go .. ;/ oh well.

so today, i have to clean for a little with my mom and get the house ready to sell..yeah right. we’re not going anywhere, because i’ll fucking kill if we do. and my grandparents are coming down to drop some shit off, my aunt and cousin are coming to go through some clothing, and psh. i dont wanna clean or anything, but if i dont, my mom just bitches about it until i flip. eek.