FINALLY UPDATING!!!!!
holy shit!!!!!!!!!!! i am finally updating. how weird is that?? so much in my life has changed…
School — i’m a senior now. woo. but it sucks because i have such a case of senioritis. we’re in the second marking period, so its almost over, which is almost scary. first semester i had english. they told me that i failed my senior project, but then they went back and told me i didnt..so that was awesome and i didn’t have to do that. then i had chorus & psychology..where i switched off every other day. psychology was such a cool class & i totally miss it. then i had service learning..where i drive to the east elementary school everyday. it is so awesome. i switch off every other day with different teachers, Mrs. Baim and Miss. Royer. The kids totally love me and that’s awesome. Then I had Life Skills..which was pretty much just a shit class to boost up my GPA a little bit. This semester, I have history first block..with MR. BRIGHT. who is soo hott i can’t stand it. I ‘m so in love with him<333333 but his class sucks. It’s so much fucking work to do ;/ Then I have Chorus and Gym..Which I fucking hate. Both of those classes make me want to fucking throw up. I hate running for 12 minutes and I can’t because I can’t breathe from smoking, oh man. haha. Then I have service learning again, which i love<33333 & Then I have Changes & Choices..which is pretty much just like Life Skills ;/ blah. But yeah, I hardly ever go to school. I miss at least one day a week, and this past week I didn’t go Monday, I only went half a day on Tuesday, I didn’t go Wednesday, and then I didnt go Friday ;/ whatever. I don’t really care.
Boys — well I am no longer with Timmy..which I know I had said before, but we didn’t get back together or anything. I still really love him though. I hung out with him a few times after he moved back from Ireland, but I just can’t do it. It fucks with my head way too much. I would do anything to be with him but I just can’t, I don’t know. It’s whatever. So I’m dating this guy Randy right now..everyone calls him Turtle though. He’s 24..and he has THREE KIDS! holy shit. His two kids, Kasey(6) and Dominic(8) really love me, and his daughter, Hayley(5) I never really get to see, so I don’t really talk to her at all. Kasey and Dominic even started calling me mommy for awhile, which was really scary..haha. but yeah, they love me and I love them to death, so the kids thing isn’t a problem. He’s just lame sometimes.
I don’t know, i’ll write later probably, I just dont’ feel like updating right now…so uhm, leave me notes (;