I can see vino from here

I am almost certainly not going to drink any, but I’m bored and feeling extremely lazy. I know my diet will improve significantly since Chris is out of town for the next 2 weeks, at least. But he did motivate me to go to the gym when I didn’t really want to. We started getting lazy last week though, when he had to work extra hours, and I drank a little extra wine. I was planning on having a super awesome gym day tomorrow, but they asked me to work and I need those hours. So I’m just planning an OK gym day, nothing impressive.

Still on track for the 5k, even though I ate too much and haven’t run in a week. We have one extra week for our training schedule, so we are allowed to slack a bit. But no more.

I slept pretty crappy last night, since it was the first night Chris was gone. I woke up at 1, 2, let the dog out at 3, woke up again at 5 and then the alarm went off at 6. I wondered how in the world people deal with having crying babies all night and then go to work and function all day. Only to come home and do it all again? We almost definitely want to start having babies once our debts are paid. I guess the biggest reason is because as I get older, I grow further away from my own family. My sister won’t even talk to my mother anymore, and honestly she can keep her distance from me, too.

So my best hope for having any kind of close family connection is to try and make my own. As I wrote that, my dog looked as though he was going to choke on some plastic piece of toy he was snacking on. I quickly went through the route to the emergency vet in my head. He’s fine, but it made me wonder if a puppy is just plenty. He’s a very sweet little addition to our home. Now do we add another little person to the circus..

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August 18, 2013

I don’t really done have any close family. Though I’m not estranged from anyone, I only feel close to my wife.