The Perfect Fit

Li and I talked today and while he is still hurt and upset he doesn’t hate me and he still wants to be friends. That just made my night so much better. =) Of course his trust in me has been damaged and that’s something only time and being a good friend can repair, but I will do my best. I was considering taking a month or so off from the game to see if I could live w/out it. A prospect Lucas found tremendously funny. He felt the need to remind me that the game is my whole life and thought it would be enjoyable to watch me suffer.

I got so mad at Lucas last night. I told him Billy was coming over, and everything was fine. So when Billy arrives w/Lucas’s friend Chris, Lucas gets a huge attitude and tells us we can’t hang out here. I was like WTF. So Billy was like well i don’t want to say where it’s going to be an uncomfortable situation so I’ll go but I’m not gonna drive all the way out here again if it’s going to be like this. =( So he and Chris went to the van to wait while i got ready to go out. I fought w/Lucas about him being a dick. He says Chris was going to bug him but I believe he was just jealous Chris came to hang out w/Billy and I and not him. We ended up going back to Chris’s place and hanging out all night. It was fun. We got stoned talked about D&D and had pizza. O.o yes i do know we are geeks. Kthanxbai.

Hmm seeing as how it fits my mood so well and I’m listening to it I guess it’s a good way to end this entry.
The Perfect Fit
Dresden Dolls

I could make a dress
a robe fit for a prince
I could clothe a continent
but i can’t sew a stitch

I can paint my face
and stand very very still
It’s not very practical
but it still pays the bills

I can’t change my name
but I could be your type
I can dance and win at games
like Backgammon and Life

I used to be the smart one
sharp as a tack
Funny ’bout how skipping years ahead
has held me back

I used to be the bright one
top in my class
Funny what they give you when you
just learn how to ask

I can write a song
but I can’t sing in key
I can play piano
but I never learned to read

I can’t trap a mouse
but I can pet a cat
No, I’m really serious
I’m really very good at that

I can’t fix a car
but I can fix a flat
I could fix a lot of things
but I’d rather not get into that

I used to be the bright one
Smart as a whip
Funny how you slip so far when
teachers don’t keep track of it

I used to be the tight one
the perfect fit
Funny how those compliments can
make you feel so full of it

I can shuffle cut and deal
but I can’t draw a hand
I can’t draw a lot of things
I hope you understand
I’m not exceptionally shy
but I’ve never had a man
that I could look straight in the eye
and tell my secret plans

I can take a vow
and I can wear a ring
and I can make you promises,but
they won’t mean a thing

Can’t you just do it for me? I’ll pay you well
Fuck, I’ll pay you anything if you could end this

Can’t you just fix it for me? It’s gone berserk
Oh, fuck! I’ll give you anything if
you can make the damn thing work

Can’t you just fix it for me? I’ll pay you well
Oh, fuck! I’ll pay you anything
if you could understand
?Hello, I love you will you tell me your name
?Hello, I’m good for nothing – will you love me just the same

Just the same