Big Trouble and It’s Headed Right for Me.

I called out again yesterday, for about the millionth time. When I came home 2 Messages were waiting on my machine. They were both bad. The 1st from Billy wondering where I was as I was supposed to go somewhere with him. So that made me feel bad but nothing like the second one. That one was from my manager. She wanted to discuss my recent absences. So Today I have to go and face the music of what my folly has caused. I’m going to bring in a union rep and push the health thing. I am still worried though and the worst part is I have no one else to blame it on.
Also I have to pay Roger. My check Friday was only 200 dollars for 2 weeks because I missed so much work and I owe Roger $1000 now. Which totally sucks. Though if everone who owed me money paid me back I’d have $220. which won’t even come close to paying back Roger but ever bit helps. Though I only trust one of those people will pay me back because only 1 is reliable.

Well, I have to leave in 20 minutes so I may as well get ready to face the music. Brush my teeth and put on deoderant so I don’t look like the lazy bum I’ve been when I get to work. Hopefully I will write some more tonight. It’s Tue. so that should mean speed and staying up all night on the puter hopefully. Bye for now.