All that lay behind dissociative state..

Encapsulated in this electrifying battle of pain, joy, torment, love..

there is no calm.

no silence

yet i lay, still, hours pass, a day passes as if my body in all its entirety has simply died

like a heavy weight bizarrely filled with the fire of a dragon, heart of a lover, stride of a warrior, wild as a wolf… and joyful as the dance of butterfly..

could i possibly be anymore alive, in this motionless tomb.

~ Shae