poison hearts will never change
I find myself growing more narcissistic daily. Impatient because I know they are wasting my time, time that I don’t have to spend on their inane stupidity. How dare they? How dare they get in my way when I am so obviously superior to them? It’s absolutely…impertinent.
My overblown ego borders on megalomania, but that’s not so strange. At least, as I have said before, I come by my self-absorption honestly. How many others base all of their actions on their own self-interests secretly, or even unconsciously? Every human is selfish, that’s human nature. But I cannot stand when they just will not admit it.
In a world full of sad losers with low self-esteem, it’s truly entertaining to have an ego the size of mine. Especially since I have done nothing to justify said ego. I don’t even particularly like myself, but as I dislike everyone else more, the ego does in fact exist.
Really, the only thing most people are good for is doing stuff for me. I don’t care about them or their feelings as long as they serve their purpose. It seems a bit sociopathic in writing, but in practice there have been very few problems. I get what I want, they get what they want. Mutualism is easier to understand than friendship, I think.
"Take the world upon your shoulders, and burn."