And time goes by so slowly.
Spring break, in all technicality, ends tonight. I’m not terribly distraught. I’ve spent the entire time in a state of inexcusable sloth and gluttony.
It’s now that I realize the sheer magnitude of schoolwork I have left undone. I was supposed to write a poem for my english class. The subject is one I find difficult to write. It was to be about a cathartic experience. The first time I felt a release of emotion that left me at peace with the world. Or some such bullshit. Not to say I haven’t tried. I am not a writer, much less a poet by nature. I haven’t a gift for words, let alone the ability to write a poem about a feeling I have never experienced.
However, it is likely that I will turn out some load of shit that will somehow earn top marks. I’ve discovered that I am mostly incapable of failure, and something like a simple poem shan’t ruin my record.
I fully intended to write this weeks theme. The thing about spirituality. But I’m too ignorant and shallow to know what spirituality is. The word hasn’t a concrete meaning. Even in the dictionary, the meaning is vague. It’s irritating.
Most things are. Irritating. Like, for example, my sudden fatigue. I think it’s come time to take four tylenol pm and sleep for the next twelve or so hours. Maybe more if I’m lucky.