11/6/08

I wrote my first open diary entry on February 21, 2001.  I was in the 8th grade.  I had been directed here by a friend I met online when I was in charge of a rather popular website for a rather popular band.  My grammar was atrocious, my spelling was equally as bad.  And I was mostly trite and boring.

At least that hasn’t changed.

I feel like shit lately.  Dizzy.  Nauseous.  Tired.  Headaches.  It’s becoming problematic.  I’m not surprised, though.  I had been having a brief period of time where I wasn’t ill, in pain, or broken.  But I knew that would end.  It always does.

I meant for this to be deep and meaningful.  But I’m tired.  And dizzy.  And I think I may vomit.

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September 25, 2009

You have computer skills – i knew it! I’m proud of you for keeping a diary for so long. That’s one of my new goals. I’m glad your middle school self was involved in an outside interest. Music, reading and pets are what have kepts me alive. All 3 are as essential as breathing to me.