09/05/2012

Boy on Okcupid wanted to have coffee.  I read his message, then I ignored it for 28 hours.  I considered never messaging him again.  Instead, I told him that I had considered never messaging him again, on account of my crippling trust issues.

Haven’t heard back from him—I don’t expect that I will.  But, I was honest with someone.  And I think that is pretty damn exciting. 

It’s kind of sad, I guess, but whatever.  Major milestone in my life.  Being honest.

I have a dress fitting on Monday.  Not sure what I’m going to do about the scar situation.  It’s not a professional, it’s a friend of the family, so I can’t really expect privacy or anything.  What the fuck ever.

Classes are boring and pointless.  I have learned next to nothing.  But I’ve had a lot of time to work on my writing.

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September 6, 2012

Well done for being honest….got nothing to lose from it really. ..try not to let and worry show at the dress fitting…. People tend to be more awkward when you,re awkward about it. If you act like nothings there, they tend to try the same. !!sfs!!

You’re ahead of many now that you’ve learned to be honest. You should be proud ~Anna