Strangest Dream the other night

I meant to write about htis yesterday, but I kinda forgot.  It was a REALLY disturbing dream.  I had Nikolas, Jane’s son with me, and we were at some sort of play center, maybe John’s Incredible Pizza or something like it, and it was PACKED full of kids.  I was by myself with at least Sammi and Alex at the time.  So I needed to leave really quickly, to go get something, and I left Nik at the table with instructions not to leave.  Well, when I got back, he was gone.  I searched for him everywhere, and he was just nowhere to be found.  Finally, the police got involved, and I kept trying to go give a statement, but I kep getting sidetracked, and I knew the woman officer was going to start to think *I* had something to do with it if I didn’t get over to where she was to give a statement.  Thats all I remember.  It was a scary and disturbing dream.  I kept seeing kids that SORT of looked like Nik, but weren’t.  I felt like I had totally neglected my duty, and I felt so guilty on top of being really scared, because so much time had passed, and there was no sign of NIk.  I woke up, and he still hadn’t been found.  I thinnk I even posted an entry about it in my dream, asking for help fromn all my OD friends.  Not that I have very many of them. 

 

I wonder what it means?

 

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January 27, 2009

You have this one and you know I’d have dropped everything. But hell, at that place, you could lose a kid who’s handcuffed to you in 10 different places. It’s madness. I’m sure there was kinda chaos going on with you when you fell asleep to make you have a dream like that…*Hugs*