Strangest Dream the other night
I meant to write about htis yesterday, but I kinda forgot. It was a REALLY disturbing dream. I had Nikolas, Jane’s son with me, and we were at some sort of play center, maybe John’s Incredible Pizza or something like it, and it was PACKED full of kids. I was by myself with at least Sammi and Alex at the time. So I needed to leave really quickly, to go get something, and I left Nik at the table with instructions not to leave. Well, when I got back, he was gone. I searched for him everywhere, and he was just nowhere to be found. Finally, the police got involved, and I kept trying to go give a statement, but I kep getting sidetracked, and I knew the woman officer was going to start to think *I* had something to do with it if I didn’t get over to where she was to give a statement. Thats all I remember. It was a scary and disturbing dream. I kept seeing kids that SORT of looked like Nik, but weren’t. I felt like I had totally neglected my duty, and I felt so guilty on top of being really scared, because so much time had passed, and there was no sign of NIk. I woke up, and he still hadn’t been found. I thinnk I even posted an entry about it in my dream, asking for help fromn all my OD friends. Not that I have very many of them.
I wonder what it means?
You have this one and you know I’d have dropped everything. But hell, at that place, you could lose a kid who’s handcuffed to you in 10 different places. It’s madness. I’m sure there was kinda chaos going on with you when you fell asleep to make you have a dream like that…*Hugs*
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