shabree

September 26, 2007

Entry number two for today

I joined a journaling group today on Yahoo. I’m not sure what I am aiming to get out of this group, but I do love to journal, even if you wouldn’t know it by the way I keep this up on OD. I’m pretty tired and ready for bed (and it’s 8:25 p.m.!!!! GRRR that part of early pregnancy!) But the kids are playing at the neighbors, and I’m giving some thought to just having a bath. I can’t decide whether to take one today or tomorrow. We leave Nebraska tomorrow. I was right about Neb, there’s nothing here, but it’s still a pretty nice place to be, for the most part. It’s quiet, and slow. I like quiet and slow, though I MIGHT miss not being able to just GO to the scrapbook store (yea right!) I am not sure any longer that I could live in Colorado. I don’t know… I think it might be too close to mom. I love her, but the distance between us tends to be a good thing. We’re alike in a few ways, but really, we’re not that much alike. Which leads me to a story I personally found funny. So we’re talking about color matching, and I ask my mother "I’m pretty good at color matching, aren’t I?" and she says "Well, I’m not good at that myself, so I wouldn’t really know." "Well, I do all right in my scrapbooks, don’t I?" Mom hems and haws "Well, Sarah, there are all kinds of styles" and she goes on to explain the different styles, and finally says that some of my pages the patterns are too busy! And as I am listening to her skirt around the subject, I realize, the woman does NOT LIKE MY STYLE OF SCRAPBOOKING!!!!!! I could be hurt, but I’m not. I don’t really care, truth be told. I’m old enough to realize, mom and I are VERY different people, almost completely opposite in personality, likes and dislikes. We always have been, and that’s always been… hard on me. I always wanted a mom I could do things with, get along with…etc, and we were never compatible. Oh well… I guess I’m not hurt, because I kind of expected it, really. Or I feel I SHOULD have expected it! My mother is not the type I could scrapbook with, because she would NEVER be into scrapbooking… the woman does NOT do crafts. She has absolutely NO interest in it. She likes to read, and so do I, but that is a solitary experience, and I doubt we’d have the same taste in books… though mine does run the gamut, so it’s possible she might like SOMETHING I like. But I doubt it…dad would be more likely to like what I like.
Anyway, I do not think I would necessarily feel comfortable living close to my mother, and I just cannot STAND the snow, though with the types of work we do, it might be possible to avoid the snow and just enjoy it from the inside… I duinno. Would I actually get to go out with Ellen? Maybe, but it’s doubtful! Anyway, the chance are not good that we’d move to Colorado anyway.

Wow, can you believe it? A post that does NOT involve a whole lot of pregnancy talk! Well, already did that today. Though as of today, the baby will officially be a fetus, an upgrade from a zygote. Give it about 3 weeks, and it’ll have a heartbeat, whoohoo!

Okay, enough of that. Hm… just out of curiosity’s sake, I’m going to go find my astrology chart… I like to go to http://www.astroadvice.com.  I’ve used it for years, though not very often, but today’s… kind of scary true, esp the Creativity part, and the Secrets/Illness part. OMG

Personal

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will lack reality when it comes to yourself and those you want to be in partnership with. (20%)

Money

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will have better skills and insight into financial and business dealings. You’ll find it easier to save money during this period. Expect to experience some delays in business and legal affairs. Loss is possible if you aren’t willing to make the necessary changes. (50%)

Your interest in luxury items or art objects will be heightened. Buying and selling such pieces will be worth your while, as long as you don’t overextend yourself in the process. (75%)

Pleasure/Travel

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will speak forcefully about your beliefs and your ideas. Greater interaction with siblings, neighbors or close friends should be expected. Travel will be entertaining and knowledgeable. (50%)

You will have problems with friends and relatives during this transit. Your inability to deal with change or the ideas of others will lead to poor decisions regarding your educational pursuits. You will be accident-prone due to your lack of concentration while traveling. (40%)

Home/Family

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will find your home to be full of activity. This is the time to solve any of those problems that have been lingering. Put your house in order and prepare for any upcoming events that will take place in your home. (50%)

You will get along well with your family, and your responsible nature will be admired by loved ones. You will do well where investments are concerned, and you are likely to make money through improvements to your property or residential moves made during this transit. (78%)

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Creativity

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You can expand your circle of friends if you get out and socialize. Romance is in the stars. Your interest in art will lead you down new avenues. You can benefit through speculative investments. Travel should be on your agenda. Pregnancy or more to do with children is likely. (50%)

Work

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You want to make whatever improvements are possible at work. Your strong willpower, coupled with your intuition, should help you accomplish all you set out to do. (50%)

Love

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will attract partners who are escapist. Drawn toward drugs,alcohol or just over medicating themselves. You will have problems with those you live with and you will be self-deceptive regarding your position and abilities in your professional endeavors. (18%)

Investment/Health

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You are likely to have health problems that are hard to diagnose if you don’t take proper care of yourself. You will make poor choices regarding your health, legal matters and financial affairs. (20%)

You will have a greater concern with death, reincarnation and occult subjects. You can make financial gains through investments, inheritance, or other money that you don’t necessarily work for. (50%)

Higher Education

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You will have a greater interest in cultural trends and occult studies. You will be drawn to courses offering different philosophies and humanitarian interests. Self-development will be the key. You will have a strong need to reform existing rules and regulations. You will have unusual experiences while traveling or attending seminars. (50%)

Limelight/Career

Short Term Effects

You will spend much of your hard-earned cash on items to enhance your home. You could do well in industries that deal with hospitals, domestic products and services, and food during this transit. (79%)

Long Term Effects

You may have concerns regarding your reputation and social standing during this period. You will find yourself working hard in order to stabilize your personal security. You will probably have to help older members of your family with any problems that they are facing. (25%)

Dream/Hope

Short Term Effects

You will be confused during this period due to early childhood occurrences. (85%)

Long Term Effects

You’ll be big-hearted and eager to help others. Your interaction with groups you believe in will lead to romantic connections. You will enjoy taking trips that are pleasurable and conducive to meeting new lovers during this transit. (78%)

You’ll be searching for independence. Do things your own way and actively seek out groups that allow you to do your own thing. You’ll have a high level of self-control and discipline and can contribute a lot to any organization you join at this time. (60%)

You will have more to do with organizations that are of an intellectual nature. You are likely to meet interesting people at this time and will enjoy the communication you have with others. (78%)

You will be taken advantage of at this time by organizations that are telling you one thing and doing another. You should be reluctant to give to causes you know little about. (25%)

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Secrets/Illness

Short Term Effects

No special event for this day.

Long Term Effects

You may be best to be secretive about your intentions in order to avoid opposition. Someone may try to make you look bad. Involvement with institutions is likely. You will have a tendency to be self-destructive. You need to get some sound advice from someone you can trust. (50%)

You’ll find you have very strong emotional responses. During this period you’ll act in secret and avoid confrontations. You may be more manipulative than usual. (45%)

VERY interesting. Travel looks okay, probably need to be attentive and careful, from what I’m reading for the next couple of days. The part about pregnancy and children…wow. I really like this site, it’s usually VERY accurate.

Well, I’m going to wrap up. Jerry is going to call me back, and I’m going to try to get the kids to go to bed already!