Day two on Zoloft

Oh, this is SO not workinng for me.  I’m nauseated, and I was reading the pamplet they always give you, and use during the third trimester is not encouraged, because the baby can have withdrawls when it’s born… that one came with a big warning.  I threw up at least part of my breakfast this morning, and am feeling sick now… water helps some.  I should probably eat something SMALL, but I’m NOT appreciating feeling like I’m back in the first trimester at all, AND, I’m going to worry myself to death about my little girl… which I am sure will do more harm than good.  I’m just wondering if it’s worth it?  I mean, I got along for 10 years without ANY medication, and I’ve managed to do all right.  I may not be functioning at my highest, and I can’t even begin to say all the ways my life is being affected that I SUSPECT… but I just don’t know.  I’m just wondering, IS THIS WORTH IT?  My first instinct is HELL NO.  But these days, I just worry about everything anyway, which the zoloft is supposed to help with.

I’ve got to go make Shabree some lunch, and hopefully settle my stomach.  This is just not good.

*edit*

I talked to the nurse practitioner, she’s going to start me on a lower dose, and wants me to take it in the morning w/ food, so I will do that as well.  She doesn’t think the baby will suffer any withdrawls, so all I can do about that is hope, maybe even pray, really.  I threw up lunch, guess I didn’t say that.  Shabree wanted Taco Bell, and all I had was a chalupa.  The ONLY thing I’ve kept down so far is some yogurt, and water.  I am exhausted, and in serious need of a nap.  Also, when I was talking to the dr, I mentioned that Kaiser hadn’t covered the zoloft, and she said she’d put in an exception code, so she’d talk to them about that, so I’m hoping to only have to pay my co-pay, because it was 140 dollars to get the meds in the first place, and now she’s writing me a new prescription, which I should go see about picking up.  But the house needs cleaning, and all I want to do is sleep.  I haven’t seen Tiffani since we got back from our cruise… so the house looks pretty awful.  I’ve been TRYING to keep it up, but it still looks bad.  Well, I’m going to repost, and go lay down, and check on the girls (before I lay down)