6/15/07

It can be very enlightening to read your own diary. I forgot how much work stressed me out, how so many of my entries were about how depressed I was. I remember being constantly TIRED. Oh, every day I’d come home and just be exhausted. I spent my entire day thinking, and it was hard to come home and just not be cranky about things. These days, I am angrier, but they’re short bursts, it seems like. And they’re really typically motivated by wanting to please Jerry, and by being embarrassed at what people must THINK of me… which might be stupid. But that’s the way I am. I am a total people pleaser. Well, I should really keep this kind of short. Linda DID come, and she took the girls to go see Nancy Drew. I stayed home, because there was NO WAY that Sammi was going to behave at a movie, and I don’t care enough to go see Nancy Drew, though I certainly loved the books as a child. I am going to work on our pages for Ebay. I am probably going to have to make a trip up to Scrapbook Addict in West Sacramento (they moved from Elk Grove… sigh.) so I can use their die cutter. Hm…. wonder if they have a crop going on? I should investigate. I need some time to myself, other than this 2 hour block while they go see a movie. I’ll post more later.