11/21/2011
I can’t think of what I updated on last time. I am NOT pregnant, thank goodness. Well… no, I AM glad not to be pregnant. I’ve just been having a lot of thoughts about it lately, and more dreams of having a boy, and sort of "prepping" my body for a pregnancy. I don’t quite understand where the thoughts are coming from, if it’s me or God asking it of me. I say God, but I still don’t totally know if I even believe in God. However, there MUST be SOMETHING out there, so God it is… Pick your entity, I do mean the Divine. I’ve been reading Arabian Nights, just finished it today. A few months ago, I was at a party with my Partylite and BeautiControl, when Jerry called me and said he was at T-Mobile, switching us to them (off MetroPCS which had been giving us a lot of problems, and our BUSINESS relies on me being able to take and maintain a call!) He got me an Android, the Samsung Galaxy. One of the first things I did was download a book reader, actually Google’s book reader, and ever since then, I’ve been downloading free e-books to read. I am LOVING my phone. I’ve taken advantage of the MP3 player on it, and the book reader. I downloaded Netflix, but took it off when my phone ran out of space on it. It’s out of space AGAIN, doggone it. I need to take it to T-mobile and see if they can fix it. Bec just came in, after working with Jerry all day today and told me she’s taking me to Subway and Twilight, so yay for that! I should really go get dressed! It’ll take her awhile to get a shower and a dressed and make up on herself (I always skip the make up part).
One of these days soon, I need to re-color my hair. It’s purple, yes, PURPLE, and the color has faded badly to an ugly red/pink that I hate, and Bec says looks like the color my mom colors HER hair, making me look like my mom! Ok, I love my mom, but UGH! No. My hair is supposed to be purple ;). Yes, I am crazy. Maybe it’s a phase, but we’ll see. It’s been purple since about 3 weeks before Halloween. Oh, and a friend cut about 5-6 inches off of it for me, so it’s a LOT shorter, another reason it looked so much like my mom’s. Turns out, I have CURLY hair! Well, wavy anyway :). I need to get some curl enhancer. I should have known, considering the cowlicks I had as a kid. Sammi, she’s got way curly hair, it’s ADORABLE. And Alex’s eyes are still a striking blue. My kids are OH SO CUTE. Though Alex is still a little fireball, she orders me around like no one’s business. I am CONSTANTLY telling her to say Please, but she still orders me around. Oh, and she’s not potty trained, nor does she want to be. I think she’s terrified of falling into the toilet, but she’s got TWO potties for her, and she doesn’t use them either. I’m too scatterbrained to remember to tell her to use the potty, so I’m just basically useless as a mom in that regard. I’m sure it’s not the only way, but I do try to be a good mom. I am not yelling hardly at all these days, nor do I lose my patience too often. I did last Friday because I had a party (a Cancer society fundraiser, and I made a WHOLE 20 dollars once I paid for my gas to get there!) Poor Alex got the brunt of my frustration because she would NOT stop trying to get on my lap.
Gotta run, Bec’s almost ready to go.