10/28/2011

Ok, so took two pregnancy tests, both were negative.  Thank goodness!  I would have been OK with being pregnant, but I didn’t really want to have another baby, well, I didn’t want to go through another pregnancy.  Alex’s pregnancy was so hard on my body.  Plus, I just need to lose weight (lol, seems to be an ongoing concern!  I was reading through my diary this morning for publishing, and I was fighting my weight back in 2001 too!  My diary is over 2000 pages long!!!!  I guess that’s what you get with 10 years of writing)  I’m just not "ready" for a 6th baby.  I am so glad Alex is 3 years old, and I don’t have to worry so much about her. 

I’m a little tired today, been not sleeping well this whole week.  Usually at "this time of the month" (right before my period) I can drink caffeine and it doesn’t really affect my sleep, but not this week.  Though I’ve been up at night downloading cutting files for my Wishblade.  I have yet to actually TRY cutting any of the files I downloaded, and I’m trying to think of ways to "monetize" what I’ve downloaded.  A friend sent me some great audio files for achieving wealth, and I’ve found some things on YouTube, one NLP video which is pretty awesome, but it’s nice to have some other things to listen to as well.  I do get tired of listening to the same things over and over again…

I’ve got to go get some food, it’s nearly noon, and I have yet to eat.  This is NOT GOOD.  But I was working on my book, I did a bit of reading on Yahoo news (though I don’t know why, it feels like such a waste of time, especially the comments!  There are SO MANY IDIOTS who comment on Yahoo, it is simply amazing how many stupid people there are.  

I found a site that sells paper piecings for cutters, and they’re looking for design team members, but I’ve got to submit something by Oct 5th, which is a little over a week away.  I would only get access to the files for my work, but I’m really thinking it would be a good thing for me to do.  It’s kind of a feather in the cap sort of thing, it lends credibility to you when you’re in the digi world, if you’re on creative teams.  I’ve been on one creative team, but I only did a little bit with it, and now it’s defunct.  I never cared much for her work.  This would be similar, because I’d basically be making "hybrid" projects with what I downloaded.  In other words, I’d be making "real" items with digital downloads, however, it’s different because they are MEANT to be turned into physical objects rather than being totally digital.  In any case, I’d like to try out for their team, because I think I could sell what I made… I’d just need an outlet to sell them.  Having access to all the cute files would be awesome, usually they’ve have to be bought, but they would be the payment for my work.  Also, then I could use this creative team assignment to get on other creative teams and download other site’s items… I have one in mind that I would particularly like to be on, though I don’t even know if that site HAS a creative team!  LOL, maybe I could be on the first team.

I’ve got to go change Alex, and EAT.  I’m so hungry.