10/28/08

I’m not in the best of moods.  I could use some cheering up.  What I could really use is some GOOD news about our financial situation. 

My dad urged me to write a letter to the man whose wife drowned in the tub a week or two ago, so I did.  I just got off the phone with dad to get the address to send the letter to.  He approved of the letter I wrote.  I used to be so terrible about writing letters, they always ended up too much about my depression and the bad things that were happening, so I could never write a letter to anyone, I always threw them away.  Anyway, it’s sent off.

Disjointed entry… I’ve been writing it all day, lol.  I went to the library with Jerry, but had to take Sammi and Alex, so I was trying to do some research for mom, but Sammi was all over the place, so it wasn’t easy. 

I had Jerry buy diapers tonight, as I did not go and get my driver’s test done.  I need insurance, and I need to get the van smogged.  Sigh… what an ordeal.  Part of me wonders if I am going to get trapped to my house completely.  I sure hope not.  I need to be able to drive.  Jerry just says we’ll hire a driver.  Oh sure, WHENEVER he gets some money.  Sigh.

I should go to bed "early" tonight, meaning, before 2 a.m.  I’m really tired anyway, so it wouldn’t be such a stretch.  I just have to tear myself away from this computer, since it’ll be 1 a.m. in 15 minutes.

Well, I guess I’ll get this posted. 

I just realized how close we are to Halloween.  Thankfully, costumes are all taken care of, we bought them on clearance last year the day after.  Sammi and Alex are going to be Elmo, Shabree’s outfit looks like Ariel, Sydni hates her outfit, but it’s a fairy of some sort, and Becca’s wearing the same costume as last year, it just fits better this year.  Next year, Sammi can be Dora, which is Shabree’s old costume.  Well, it’s a 4/5, so it may have to wait a year, we’ll see.  I wish I had Shabree’s old doggy costume for Alex, but I gave it away a long time ago.  That costume was SO adorable.  I do have Sammi’s old pumpkin costume, but I wanted her to be Elmo, lol.  I love Elmo.  They’ll be so cute.