10/1/07

Well, I’m symptom-less these days… not even a whole lot of breasts hurting… no ill feeling.  I wouldn’t even know I was pregnant.  I DID finally do a test, it did come out positive (I knew it), so we are confirmed.  Not that it matters to me, as I said before, I knew I was pregnant.
Now, I’m still in a quandary as to how to tell my husband.  That right there is the toughest part.  I haven’t a clue as to how to tell him.  If we get some money… I’ll have no problem telling him, I don’t think, because then it won’t be, how do we take care of one more baby (not to mention birthing this child!)  I’m still a little… what’s the word?  I do believe it, but woah… I’m PREGNANT?  Okaaayyyy….  I just have these sudden thoughts, otherwise, I kind of forget about it.  I have this tendency to want to go about life "normally"  like with the medication I can take… Jerry bought aspirin, which of course, I can’t take.  I’m going to have to be careful about what I do, and then about not doing obvious things to get caught.  I just want to see how long it takes them to catch on.  I’m sure once I start getting sick, if I do (well, I have the last two) that they’ll catch on…we’ll see.

Dad’s putting up shelving in my scrap room, which I’m pretty excited about.  I need to find him a level though, so they can go up straight.  Right now, they’re pretty obviously crooked, but there’s only one screw holding them in place, so it’s easy enough to "fix"  They’re going to go from the floor to the ceiling, so that’ll be cool, plus they’ll take up the whole wall, and be adjustable, so I can put up whatever I want/need on them, adjust all sorts of things to suit my needs, which are varied and many.  Hopefully this really allows me to get organized.  I’m HOPING… like I can have a place to put all my paints, all my prima flowers, all my punches (well, that’s going to take something else, I suspect.  I might have to buy something to put over the door for those, so we’ll see.  Dad didn’t feel that would work, but my problem is more, can the door still be opened if that’s on the back, and can it be hung over the door?  My table will have to stay where it is, I think, to be workable.  Well, I just don’t know.

I’m pretty tired these days, and last night and the night before, I went to bed at like 9.  Tonight is Heroes, so can’t go to bed early… guess I’ll just lie on the couch like a vegetable, but I do have some swaps I’ve GOT to complete… but Becca misplaced my Sizzix, which I need to complete these.  So I need her to locate that, guess we’ll do that tomorrow.  Hopefully my shelves will be up by tomorrow, though I’ve got to go buy brackets and shelving… all we bought were the wall mounts, which is what he’s working on.

So I’m going to get off the computer so I can go watch Heroes, which starts in about 15 minutes.  Yea, I’m just going to veg out on the couch.