ramble jam *edit*

Everything is stripey. I stare at a blank wall and in seconds it is covered in stripes. Not of any colour, but they are stripes.

I hate hot weather. Hate it. This morning after writing that ‘entry’, I got attacked by itchies. All over, and inside my ears and throat and such so I couldn’t scratch them. How evil! I’m covered in scratch marks now, all over my arms and legs. Stupid itchy.

Jake was laughing at me over webcam, coz of the way I scratch. At least that made it slightly better.

Had to stay up till 3pm so I could drive Natey to the movies where he was meeting friends. Somehow he didn’t need to sleep yet, but I did. I was going to make him take the bus, but then I rested for 10 minutes and felt ok… till I was on the road and was struggling to hold my eyes open. Don’t know if that was tiredness or blindness from the glaring sun or a combination, but whatever, not fun.

Came home and the house was stinking hot. Guess who forgot to put on the aircon? Ya, me. I was going to at 8am but it was still cool then and I didn’t want to freeze.

So the house was hot, and so I couldn’t nap because I was sweating. So I had to go lay on the floor in the lounge room (cold room!!) and cool off before bed. And then just as I went to bed, the phone rang, I just missed it, it was Jenn. Then she called my mobile, invited me out, and I could hardly form a response. =) Then Natey was all COME BRING ME HOME and it was 3 hours since I dropped him off.

At least once he was home I got to nap for half hour.

I had a dinner of 2 boost bars. party size ones. Not good dinner. I’ll eat something proper soon, maybe.

I just dusted and cleaned up the whole house, and then mopped the other end of the house.

I’m tired, and hungry, and I know if I went to bed now I wouldn’t sleep, because my mind is not relaxed enough. Dammit. I don’t like Jake going to work and not talking to me before hand. When he does talk to me late at night, that makes my head all calm and sleepy. When no talking, I stay up till 4am or later being bored and unable to sleep.

My butt is wet. How did I manage that?

I need a shower. I wanna vacuum but Natey is asleep. Seeing as how its 10pm and all.

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I’m too scared to sleep.

There are footsteps throughout the house, but Natey is fast asleep in his bed, and I wasn’t moving when the noises were being made. Fark I hate this house sometimes, it creeps me out too much. At least I’m not the only one who hears the noises, mum has heard on many occasion someone walking through the passage, dragging something against the wall behind them.

It’s always the passage. Right outside my bedroom door.

At least I still have 2 hours of Nip/Tuck left. Then I’ve watched all of season 2. And hopefully by then (6am?) Jake will be online and make me not so scared.

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I hate how lack of sleep makes me even more paranoid than normal. It’s not much fun.