Goodbye, my home…

Ok, so I’ve gone a little crazy today. Can’t be bothered writing all about the day, coz its 1:22am and I have to wake up at 6!! Me thinks sleep might not happen, but then again… it might.

I’ve gone a bit nuts and noted everyone who updated today! That’s so not like me. I should make it like me though, coz then… words would happen. I would love it if I noted more often. It’s prolly just coz I’m being all confident today when it comes to communicating with other people. Like I used the phone 4 times today! First to call the bank and give them my TFN, then to call Jenn’s mum to see where she was, then I called 2 different TGI restaurants to make a booking (the first one was full.. biatches)

So anyways….

We went to Greensie this morning, went to the bank where they changed my account to something with a ot of interest so yeah, mmm free money. So yeah, that’s pretty good. And I deposited the cheque from the parents that was engagement/wedding present. mmm 3 grand. I have the rockingest parents!!!

Jake also got a shave while we were there, and we had sushi, and I bought some conditioner.

Then we came home, I washed some clothes and mostly finished the packing. Tried to copy all my crap to CD but the copying thing is totally busted and I wasted 3 blank cds. Should’ve thought ahead and got one of those flash drive stick things. Meh. Parents can do that and bring me my stuff when they come for the wedding!

Dinner was at TGI’s tonight. Twas Mum, Dad, Claire, Natey, Me, Jake, and Jenn. Was a great time, and the food was awesome, and I’m so glad my parents enjoyed themselves so much coz I wanted them to like it. And then they can keep going there while I’m not. mmm. food.

We had chicken fajita nachos for appetiser, then I had a chicken finger BLT, and then a fudge brownie thing for dessert. MMMMMMMMM

I made a cool thing out of my leftover pieces from the samich.

 mmm.. meal-pot LOL

Jake and I paid for dinner, although mum gave me $100 coz I had initially said I would pay for the two of us and the parents, so we only had to pay half (twas $210! but that’s good for 7 people having 3 courses)

Then Jenn Jake and I went train stalking, and spent lots of time sitting in the car talking and farting. We’re so gassy! I still am, I feel like a balloon.

Weird picture, but that was the best one, coz Jenn repeatedly pulled weird faces lol. It’s funny, coz in both of the ones we took, Jake looks EXACTLY THE SAME! He’s so freakin cute!

Then we did the goodbye thing, and that wasn’t as hard as yesterday’s one was, prolly coz Jenn has only been home for a week so I hadn’t got attached to her again. Then I came home and finished the packing and now I’m scared coz all thats left is… leaving.

Mum was crying so much before we went to dinner, it kept making me cry too. Last night I just cried for hours once I got to bed, Jake had to roll over and hug me in his sleeps and that made me laugh. But once he stopped being funny, I started crying again… Solitaire is a good cry-relief.

I feel like I’m leaving everything forever and ever, and I know I’m not… but thats just how it feels.