fuck christmas

i’ve got my period. it only ended 3 days ago! fucking body.

ive already spent the first 5 hours of christmas crying or just plain feeling miserable. i so desperately want to be with jake right now.

i dont normally like christmas. this year is even worse.

my butt is itchy

my entire body feels like a cramp

im gonna try and sleep the entire day away. fuck any plans i had, im getting up when i get up. nuts to the rest.

in other news. my mp3 player is sooo cool