Hospital Visits, Meltdowns and Setbacks

Basically that’s all I’ve got to update you on since my last entry.

Nancy you were right about the 9 hours… what was I thinking? I struggled with it for two weeks and quite literally almost had a nervous breakdown so bad that I went to see a counselor about it. I decided that maybe I should just wait till the fall so I withdrew from my summer classes and I’ve been seeing someone to help me with all this anxiety I’m feeling towards school… this is a weird feeling for me.

In addition to the stress of school my right eye has been giving me grief again. I was in so much pain last Tuesday that I went to the ER… went to the eye doctor the next day and he put me on some steroids, antibiotics and a pupil dilator for a corneal abrasion that I somehow got… not sure how, but whatever. I’m due back at the doctor in a couple of days and it doesn’t really feel better. Sunlight really irritates my eyes right now and I literally have not left the house in about two days.

I found my old diary from high school/beginning of college and almost cried when I could not access it. Stupid web archives!