pinata madness

just a few odd notes, as its 1am and im struggling to fall asleep.
the following are not connected thoughts, just things that occur to me at the moment.

aryn will be on a plane for seattle, then to london, then to rome, then to florence in roughly 12 hours.

tonight when i walked by a hanging flower basket in the garden center i was seized by this vision of taking a bat and smashing it like a pinata…… i dont know why.  i wasnt upset or anything, it just seemed like a good idea.  i think its probably a good thing i didnt have a stick or anything in my hands, or i might have just done it. 

its odd that the above just kind of took over my thought process for a good five seconds as i passed beneath it.
it freaks me out a bit that i dont think i would have been able to stop myself from doing it either.

*shrug*

thats all i have for now.