Last Exit to Atlantis
In which our Hero sits in the dark at the end of the world for a while
The rain was coming down so hard by lunchtime, a week ago, that it seemed like the end of the world. And then things really went nuts. A downtown sewer line backed up and suddenly a tidal wave of rain-engorged sewage poured into a transit hub that serves a quarter of a million people per day, shutting it down from midday to midnight.
I don’t pass that way so I wasn’t affected by the public transit nightmare that took from noon to nearly midnight. I had a ride home, through a cold and angry summer storm, so I came back to my nice warm house, sat down to read and then heard the punched-in-the-gut thunk-and-huff of the house losing power.
At work, many floors up in a corporate tower, losing power is a vividly tangible thing, as a silence you didn’t know was missing takes the place of computer fans and phone and light hums and the perpetual and thunderous rush of the ventilation system. At home, after the body blow, the quiet is more subtle, but still there. Like the soul of the house has left for an out of body experience.
But power glitches happen, it’s no big deal. And in a big urban city like Toronto, glitches are normally restored in the mere minutes for the operations center to redirect power around the breakpoint. But it was dark under the angry thunderheads. The power stayed out.
It’s annoying when something disrupts your habits. On the other hand, the middle of a blackout is a little illuminating: Internet, not an option. Computers, no power, or need to save battery for urgent need. Television, no power. Video games, no power. Phone, need to save battery. What’s left is analog.
And the world has gone a long way from analog since the last time I’ve had to really think about it. Had to dig to find a radio, which of course needed new batteries. Similar mental groping uncovered the flashlights stashed around the house, and the candles, and the lighters and matches.
I live in a house about half a mile away from some apartment buildings. After it got late enough for some people get get home we started to see lights, which was nice because it put an edge on the outage. When there’s no real information at all, it’s all just a little scarier, but the lights in the distance meant that civilization wasn’t all that far gone, that a short drive away was food and warmth and light against the fall of night.
But for the hour or two that the power was gone, we just sat in the house that was growing slowly cooler, and looked out from our puddle of flickering light at the vast clouds and the bi-polar rain, and the trees whipped in the wind.
As long as it’s not 15F and snowing, the occasional power-outage is kind of fun, I think. Like you said, it forces you to light candles and use flashlights and think about something other than the usual.
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“…punched-in-the-gut thunk-and-huff of the house losing power.” – wow, that is such an excellent description of that sound!
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I lived in the U.P. of Michigan for years. Power outages were common. Being unprepared devastating, otherwise not so bad. This brought back my memories of going powerless for weeks following hurricanes in Florida. I cannot recall any moment of that situation that I liked. Never have felt so disconnected from civilization in my life. Written well enough to stir my old emotions!
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Power outage used to be my favorite thing as a kid. Happens (or happened?) a lot during bad storms. Sometimes took an hour to get the power back. Was great fun! Ppl wanted to play boardgames under candle light.
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I have missed your writing. This was lovely. And reminded me that it is hurricane season, and i should check supplies.
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ours went out a few years back ten minutes after we arrived home from florida and had just shut the garage door……..talk about close calls! the lines at starsux the next morning were phenominal. the blackout lasted 2-3 days. awful awful. we ended up going to a motel for the ac and showers lol
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this was beautifully written. ‘It’s annoying when something disrupts your habits.’ yeah, huh!
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