The World Can Be So Cruel…

I hate my job.  I hate the fact that it seems no one cares.  I have learned the hard way that people will take advantage of you whenever they see an opportunity.  Its not fair.  And it hurts.  It hurts bad.  Dont take my niceness as a sign of weakness. Dont take my age as a sign of stupidity.  Dont take my style of dress as a naive, innocent little girl.  Dont smile in my face one minute, and talk about me the second I turn my back.  DONT DONT DONT.

I can be evil, I have been evil, and I will be evil.  Yeh I know its not right, but it sure does feel good.  I would love to make your lives/jobs hell.  But that would be deplorable right? But what gives others the right to treat me this way? Sexually harassed by a so called married man, who doesnt wear a ring, and mentally undresses every woman in sight.  UGH.  You disgust me.  I hate you, I hate the way you make me feel uncomfortable, and I hate the way you are trying to control me.  Its not fair, and its not right. I need a new job, and I am praying daily that someone will call me.

Im not sure why I have gone through every possible bad experience on a job.  I guess, trying to be positive, it was to teach me what the "real world" is all about.  That you cant be nice to people,because people in corporate america are evil and will stab at any opportunity.  I have never experienced a group of such unhappy, insecure, childish, and selfish people in my entire life.  I pray that I will never have to experience something like that ever again in life.  I wouldnt wish what I am going through on an enemy…thats how bad it is.

Luckily I have a boyfriend that loves me and is helping me get through this everyday. I also thank my friends that have been there to help me see the light, and finding a job.

For that I thank you and I love you.