Looking back for the last time

On 2005.

2005 began with many men in my life, two in particular.  Long story short I let go of one, which felt so good to do.  So much pain, tears, and just wasted time and love.  But entering the year of 2005 I also had the man that I love now more than anything.  We started out with simple phone conversations, then to a few dates, to visits, to daily visits, to feelings, to love, to a strong relationship.  Which lead me into 2006.  I know that this is going to be a big year for me and for us.  I am preparing myself for all of the changes that are going to occur.  Im scared, but I am prepared.  I know what I want, and I know that it will mean sacrafice.  But if things were easy for me, I know I wouldnt appreciate them.

2005 I would say was a good year.  I have become stronger emotionally, physically and mentally.  I am now independent, my bills are being paid, and I plan to also follow in the steps of Gma and be debt free in 2006.  I have my health, family, friends and I am happy to be entering a new year with them.  I hope that we all will remain close and get closer to one another if we arent already.

Happy New Year…and I wish you all the best 🙂