Its all in your hands

So today was spent doing group work not fun. considering each of my group members wanted to blow up my phone since it seems they cant do anything on their own but whatever.

So with my phone ringing every five seconds I get annoyed everytime I have to pick it up.  But then I get a beep while talking to one of my group members as I roll my eyes when clicking over.  Only to find out it was HIM yes! As I smile to myself completely forgeting about the other person on the line haha. 

Its crazy how my world stops for him, the phone beeped like 5 times and I didnt bother to click over because he is the only one I want to talk to ever 🙂 (you too friends) anyway we are talking and he is being different, but different in a good way.  I liked it, I liked hearing his voice.  But why are you calling? You know I am in love with you and want to spend the rest of my life with you, so why continue to talk to me IF you dont share the same feelings?

I dont know but he told me friday that he will now be here until July and that we will have more time to spend together.  haha why? I mean I love it but why do this if you dont love me? Maybe he does and can’t tell me that I dont know, I never know which is why I am so cool and calm. 

I dont know, oh well back to waiting.  Its all up to him I am not making anymore attempts (hard I know but I can do it)