Chicago

So after a wonderful weekend spent together. You and I had a long talk about what the future may hold. Up until Sunday I had kept all of these ideas and thoughts to myself. The idea of me moving there, to see where you and I would lead. But I would talk myself out of it, thinking Serenity that is a huge move. Well, Sunday night you and I begin to talk about all of the things that were going on in my head. You expressed to me that you would love for me to move to Chicago, but that you wouldn’t ask me to because you realize that is asking a lot. For me to leave my family,friends and the life that I have here. To go to a place where the only one I would know would be him. And I agreed that would be a serious step. But when I sat and thought I said I mean why not. Why not follow my heart. We will never know if we do not try. My lease ends in July, which I realized would be way too soon for me to pick up and move. My plan is to move into a cheaper unrestricted dwelling place, until I am able to get on my feet financially and then hopefully if things between you and I are still going well pack up and move to Chicago, to be with you .

When I stop and think about how far I have come in the last two months, I cant believe it. You have completely changed the way I think and feel. I only want to be with you, and you have erased the desire of me wanting to be with T. You have shown me what it is like to really be happy and to feel loved. You have shown me the way I should be treated. You have a way of making me feel like I am the only one. And that is a feeling I have looked and searched for my entire life.

Thank you

So who knows I may be Chi-Town stepping in a few more months…stay tuned