And then he kissed me…
I kept telling myself I didnt like him, made excuses why. Realizing its not him that I dont like its the idea of having someone get close to me. Hes different. All the other guys are very forward in what they want the kissing, the rubbing, the blatant game of lets have sex haha no thanks. But anyway back to him. He has played it cool. For months now. Until as of recently. Finding the cute little ways to touch me. Normally I dont like shy guys, but hes not really shy he is just perfect. Making me what him, which is very sexy. I like a challenge. Looking at him and thinking man, he is sexy and timid.
Well finally the other day, he kinda looked at me and then kissed me on the cheek it was very wanted, and it sent a chill down my spine weird I know. So then finally the other night we kissed for the first time, and now its like he cant keep his hands off of me. But I am not annoyed with him, and hopefully I wont get that way. My only worry is that I am for some reason getting closer and closer to him. Which can be a good thing and a bad thing because of California Boy. But I am taking each day as it comes whatever happens happens.