relaxed

I’m beginning to feel calm, fully relaxed. With having a couple days off (less work) and Aaron being gone, it’s helped me to be more free, be more ‘me’. I got to relax in bed a lot. I think I was overly tired from life.

I’m thinking I want a new job. Part of why I feel so tired, so drained, and feeling like I’m a bitch is cause I’m awake so early for work. I’m awake around 530 AM. My body is saying I’m not fully rested. I start work at 7 AM. I think if I had a job where I could start work at 8 AM, I’d be good. I’d get an extra hour of sleep. I’ve been waking up early for almost 3.5 years. I’m not ‘getting use’ to the early morning stuff. Most of the time my actual job isn’t bad (if you look just at the work part…..not the hours I work, not the boss, not the coworkers). The reasoning I’d quit this job is cause of the hours and coworkers. Both are taking a beating on me.