day off

I took today off work. This was suppose to be for a Colorado trip. But Aaron went to Colorado and I stayed home. I don’t have much vacation time, Aaron wants me to save it (I only have 17 hours of it. Work makes me use 4 or 8 hours at a time). I needed my alone time anyway. Aaron’s parents and brother and his girlfriend also went to Colorado. They’re gonna celebrate Aaron’s grandma’s birthday (Aaron and his family are originally from Denver).

I decided to take the day off anyway (I know I should save some vacation time) cause I need time to myself. I still woke up at normal time for work (5:30 Am). Just laying around now. Since Aaron’s parents went to Colorado, I have to check in on their dogs this weekend.

I finally got to talk to my friend Kyle. Been going on for nearly 2 hours now. I really needed to talk to a friend. I’ve felt so broken on the inside. My mind and soul don’t feel better, just glad I got to talk to Kyle. He’s always my go to person on anything in life. He’s my live version of OD. I talked to him about stuff with Aaron. Kyle always gives a different prospective on things, tells me the truth. Granted some of the stuff he told me was stuff I didn’t want to hear, but needed to be said. I don’t get to talk to Kyle much, I have my life, he has his (his includes 2 kids, so he’s busy more than me). I finally shed some tears I was holding in for weeks.

My mom is coming into town this weekend. Literally the only weekend I get to myself (from Aaron) and my mom comes. Which is why I wanted time off, so I’d get a few hours to myself. She’ll be here early evening. She said she’d probably get off work around 3 pm at the latest. The drive to get here is just under 3 hours. Plus she said she wanted to take a bath before she left town. Which is why I’m thinking 7ish pm at the latest. Even if I did work today I’d get a few hours to myself.

This weekend is Czech Days in the neighbor town. The area I live in has a lot of Czech people.