UGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS TO LET YOU KNOW EVEN THO IN MY LAST ENTRYS I HAVE SAID MY EX, YES HE IS MY EX BUT NOT REALLY NOT THATS HOW WE ARE WE ARE NEVER OFFICIALLY BROKEN UP. WHICH MEANS THIS WHOLE TIME I HAVE KIND OF BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP SINCE 8TH GRADE. I KNOW WHAT UR THINKING UR EX IS UR EX BUT NO ITS NOT CUS WE STILL MESS WIT EACHOTHER AND TALK ALMOST EVERYDAY AND IAM NOT TALKIN TO ANYONE AND NEITHER IS HE AND BELIEVE ME I KNOW HE ISNT. I MIGHT MAKE IT OFFICIAL AGAIN TOMORROW HE BEEN ASKED ME I JUST NEVER ANSWERED AND TOLD HIM I WOULD LET HIM KNOW. CUS HE DESERVES TO WAIT FOR A DAMN ANSWER! sO NOW GO AHEAD AND READ MY ENTRY.

 

 

 I WANT TO SCREAM

I TXTED MY EX TODAY SAYIN HOW R U?

 HE SAYS GOOD I HAVE BEEN BUSY, I SAID DOING WHAT

HE SAID ************** CANT TELL YOU SORYY BUT, I WAS FINE WITH

THAT. I WASNT FINE!!!!! WITH HIM BEING GOOD AND WE HAVENT

TALKED IN 3DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!

ITS LIKE EVERYTHING IS BEFORE ME.

IAM SO FUCKIN TIRED OF COMMING SECOND

WHEN I WAS THERE BEFORE HE GOT INTO THAT AND IAM STILL FUCKING HERE. BUT THAT COMES FIRST LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!

UGH IAM SOOOO FUCKIN MAD.

I MIGHT GO SEE HIM TOMORROW  

WHEN I GO SEE HIM IAM GOING TO TELL HIM HOW I FEEL JUST LIKE

I DID ON HERE AND SEE WHAT HE HAS TO SAY.

UGH BYE!!!!!!!!!!

AND YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME OFF THE MOST???

IS PEOPLE SAY THEN LEAVE HIM AND I SAY I CANT ITS NOT AS EASY

AS YOU MAKE IT SOUND.

WE HAVE HISTORY, 3YRS AND 9MONTHS HISTORY AND A

MISCARRIAGE, HISTORY.

I LOVE HIM HE LOVES ME, WE HAVE DONE THINGS FOR

EACHOTHER THAT WOULD GET US IN ALOT OF TROUBLE.

I HAVE BEEN THERE AND HE HAS BEEN HERE FOR ME.

I DONT THINK I CAN EVER LEAVE HIM ALONE !!!

BECAUSE EVERYTIME I START HE ALWAYS COMES BACK  OR I GO

ALWAYS GO BACK TO HIM. BUT HE ALWAYS MESSES UP AND COMES

BACK. SO I KNOW EVEN THO IAM SECOND AND WE ARGUE

AND WE CHEAT AND WE HANG UP ON EACHOTHER AND

EVERYTHING ELSE. THAT WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER

BECAUSE WE HAVE ALWAYS CAME BACK TO EACHOTHER NO

MATTER WHAT. HAHA EVERYTIME I TELL EVERYONE WE BROKE

UP AGAIN THEY SAY YALL KNOW YALL GOING TO GET BACK TOGETHER

<p style=”text-align: center”>SOON AND I SAY I KNOW. AND WE DO AND THEN THEY SAY WHY DONT

YALL JUST GO AHEAD AND GET MARRIED CUS YALL ALWAYS

GOING TO BE TOGETHER. AND I SAY WHEN WE ARE 20YRS OLD. AND

WE ARE GOING TO HAVE 4 KIDS TOGETHER AND ALREADY PICKED OUT

THE NAMES.