Today Was Not A Good Day !!!!

Today was bullshit.

I couldnt do what i wanted to do after i decided i wanted to do it.

We had two events downtown which made it so no buses were going down there and i needed to go down there to catch

another bus. So i couldnt go see my boy #3 and #4 and iam probably not going to be able to tomorrow cus

my uncle and grandmova dont like me going anywhere on sundays even tho i would have went today if the

buses were running right which wasnt my fault but they dont look at it that way. Thats why i cant wait till June 2,2010.

Because i will be graduated high school and do whateva the hell i want and they cant say nuffin.

They still treat me like iam fuckin two years old when iam 17.

Talkin bout you have to be in the house by 930pm on weekends and can only stay one night out,

which means instead of leaving friday i have to leave saturday afternoon and come back sunday afternoon

when i go stay the night which is suppose to be the weekend down my bestfriend hoouse.

Like its fuckin ridicoulse and i miss livin with my fava cus he would let me stay out till 11pm and leave friday and come back sunday afternoon. Like everything we agreed on except some things which we came to agreement on.

I dont know its just bullshit i hate livin here. I wish me and my fava and my stepmova didnt

have to sell our house because we couldnt pay morgage every month . But hopefully i can move in with my fava when he cleans out the extra room and all of us can be back together again.

And what makes it sooo hard livin here is that i have no patients no matter who you are. And i hate when my grandmother or uncle or gandfather tries to get loud tellin me iam wrong doin something when iam doin it right then wants

they see iam doin it right and they were wrong i dont even get a fuckin apology but thats why i just stay in my fuckin room and

dont ask for shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant wait till i graduate this year cus iam movin out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And its even harder stayin her