11:53 am Saturday May 2nd 2020

Woke up to a light breeze and the sun shining and someone mowing the lawn. Gotta say it did make me feel like I was back in time when things weren’t so crazy and it was just a normal weekend.

I’ve noticed its turned into an everyday ritual for me to open up my blackout curtains and have the sunshine in my room all day at least until it goes down.  I opened up the window just a crack to hear the wind blowing through the trees and a few cars passing by almost every two minutes.

I dont know what it is but something just feels different today. Maybe its cus im the only up right now which is odd considering i’m usually always the last to wake up.

Who knows.

Kinda wanted to start reading Beautiful Boy and actually finish it this time.