11:30 on Friday, May 1st 2020

Currently listening to Break the Rules by Ruen Brothers

Spent the day wondering what my life is gonna be like in a couple of years. Will I still be in school? Will I be in contact with friends from high school? Am I happy? I spend the majority of the time stressing about the future that I never live in the present and its an ongoing struggle I suppose. I’ve been watching a lot of college acceptance videos and they have me a bit concerned for my future if I’m being honest. The dreams Penn State but what if I don’t get in? I don’t know what I’ll do, to be honest. I don’t know why I stress so much about the future because I know there’s always a path I’m supposed to be on but I’m not sure.

I want to get back into reading. I feel like I haven’t sat down and spent my time reading as much as I used to.

I wonder what love is like.