WHO CALLED IT?!! TELL ME I DIDN’T KNOW

MY twin sister and muse and inspiration is PREGNANT!! ALF ALF MABROOK

Beyonce, the Queen & King of Pop, is 4 months preggers. And I just need you to tell me I was right.

WHO called this months ago?? I DID. In THIS DIARY (can’t be bothered to link the article, but I’m obviously all clairvoyant and stuffs.

I Knew it. We have that twin ESL, me and Beyonce. Love her.

This also means that I’ll have to have a baby soon so that our kids can go on playdates together. They shouldn’t be more than 12 months a part. Yup. Hahahaha JUST KIDDING. Just kidding.

I somehow feel you’re not just kidding! xo

Seekie! My Fringe friend <3 <3 <3. If we lived near each other we could have a Fringe day lol. It’d be so fun. xo

Ryn: I dislike when people make it out to be a thing in your head, too. Or that you dislike your stepparent because they are a stepparent — not because they are horrible. Oh no. Never that. I am very lucky as I have my mum to talk to about this, and she doesn’t try to bend my mind or interrupt with her own beliefs. She just lets me vent, so maybe I can articulate it because I have spokenabout it so much. Thank you for your sweet note seekie. It is always an honour to have you read my writings, and to receive notes from you. I hope all is well. Loveeeee. <3 xo

Ryn: Thank you Seekie. I always appreciate your notes. Yes, my dad isn’t into the same things as your dad. I think your dad is so much worse. I appreciate your goal though, to get on with him. My dad is just a difficult personality and it makes him inconsiderate of anything other than anything related to what he knows. And what he knows is only what involves him. If this makes sense. xo

“I have to be better than my parents or what the eff is the point?!” this is my new favourite thing <3. xo

Ryn: Goodness no. My worst nightmare is to have kids. Sorry if this sounds weird. I know most females want kids but I just really dislike the idea ahaha. How about you? xo

Ryn: Thank youuuu. Yes, I have read a little on Ramadan a while ago. Do you get to eat at night and in the morning? I know there are many rules which I can’t recall now. I bet it’s a positive experience for you. But I know it is a very personal thing. Not eating at all is actually really very liberating and, this may not make much sense but I felt purified. It really used to putme on an intense high, even though it hurts the body. My senses were heightened too. I can’t really describe it. xo

Ryn: No no no! It didn’t come out bad at all. I understand entirely. I think you commented first on an entry I decided to delete ahah. But no, I get you. I think with me I just don’t like either the way in which you go about getting pregnant, the thought of actually being pregnant, and I also don’t want to risk raising children as I have a neurological disorder and I would worry about them eitherinheriting it or me not being able to look after them. I have been through periods of not being able to look after myself at all, in the past. Other than that, I think I’d be a lovely parent, if I could get rid of these concerns and also if I had the desire (which I don’t). I hope that makes sense. I think you’d make a wonderful parent Seekie <3. Yes, I believe fasting can be beneficial for the body if done properly. I didn't do it properly though, I was just being silly. Religious fasting must be beneficial too, but in another way. Love you lots! Hope you are having fun in the UAE (if you are still there). <3 xo

Ryn: Thank you Seekie. I just hope that it will not cause more trouble for me..

Hi Seekie. It’s your favourite Jo. I made a new diary and I hope you will add me back. <3