i guess it’s really the end this time

 i cannot even begin to describe how broken hearted i am over the ending of OD.

i know it was a hot mess and i know there is practically no one here anymore, but it’s just such a huge part of me…everything that has made me who i am since i was 13 years old is in here. the people here know me better than anyone could in real life. it’s the last i have of some people. the way some people disappear for years and then they’re back, sharing your innermost secrets again and it somehow feels safe here in a way that nowhere else ever has. my life is falling apart lately and this is where i come when that happens. where do i go now??

i started a prosebox, i think. i don’t know how to use it yet. username redstar27.  please find me.

i’m going to miss this place so, so much. like an unhealthy amount. i need to stop sobbing over a broken down website.  but i have no doubt this place saved my life more than once.  thank you to everyone who has been a part of this, and a part of my diary.