Tears

Well, that entry title says it all.  Tears steady falling all the time.  Anyway, Myles and I are over and there has been sporadic communication the last month or so which was hard.  Anyway, yesterday he sends me a text to let me know that he is bringing "someone he is dating" to our church.  Luckily, I wasn’t going to that service.  How could he do that to me?  I mean I knew the day would come when he would move on but I at least hoped it would be at a time when i was over him and over us.  I had just got to the point where I wasn’t crying every week, and now I cannot stop the tears.

 Why is this happening to me?  All I did was love him.  I feel like he does not care about my feelings; how can he say he loves me and hurt me like this.  I know we are not together and that he is going to move on, but he doesn’t have to bring it into my face.  I would never bring someone to church and put him through that this soon.  I asked him was it serious and was he happy.  He told me to be honest, he was confused.  Whatever that means….That’s it…I needed to vent.  I can’t see through these tears to type anymore anyway!