So..That’s What’s Up!

Hello Everyone:

Well, the last entry I was "CONFESSING"! This one is different. Things are cool, I have forgiven myself and at the same time come to the realization that I do not want to be the "do it girl" for anyone. The next time I have sex I want it to mean something. I want it to be with someone who wants to be with me and only me.

I cooked dinner for "my friend" Matt. We used to work together and there is occasionally a flirt here or there but for the most part we are just cool. It was nice. We talked, ate and chilled. Matt seems to be a good guy, great on paper: Tall, handsome, no kids, great job, Masters degree, loves his mom and he seems to be honest. He is enjoying life right now and very career oriented so I don’t think he is looking to be serious with anyone at this point but we enjoy each other’s company and we have nice conversations.

Nothing much is really going on with me in the man department. I am tired of weddings and baby shower’s but it is a beautiful thing and I want that for myself one day. However, I want the real thing I want it to mean something.

I am in a wedding in 2 weeks and I was worried about my dress because I had to give her my measurements as opposed to getting fitted because the wedding is in Texas. I sort of took an inch or two off the "actual " measurements. My friend shipped me my dress and it fit great! In fact, it is too big in the top so that’s what’s up!

My head hunter found me a job. It is a contract to permanent job and I start tomorrow. The salary is only $1,000 less than what I requested and if they like me and I like the company a raise is in the future. I don’t have a lot of details on the position itself. It is an Administrator position which is cool. I will keep you all posted. My break is coming to a sudden end but hopefully it’s worth it. It is sort of neat to get to "test drive" a position first. So, I will keep you all posted. That’s what’s up!

That’s it here. Talk to you soon. Thanks for reading. Comments Appreciated.