PISSED OFF!

I just wrote this long ass, detailed entry about Steve , Jay and Eddie and I pressed the back key and it deleted everything! So, clearly I am not writing eveything over.

Steve- F*cked him Friday (sorry people who like the details about how good it was and how wet I was and how big the d*ck was and what positions and blah blah) That was in the entry that got deleted!

Jay- I sent him a text message that was basically like "You don’t know what love is, you are all talk and no action and that is why we are not together" (I don’t know if he got the text but he called me and was acting regular so who cares, the d*ck is not good anyway, what  would be the point?)

Eddie- He is crazy and my mom thinks we are "Just friends"  so she wants me to talk to him and make sure he is okay and blah blah.  To make long story short, we can’t handle it.  He is a bad husband who doesn’t mind f*cking around on his pregnant wife and I am a horney slut that cannot say NO to the first man I had sex with.  He opened me up to a world of freakyness that I had known nothing about to eating me out to sucking my fingers and licking my a$$hole and having sex in public places as well as phone sex so if we ever find ourselves alone and he propositions me.  NO, is probably not the first word that will come out!  I won’t even get on how absolutely beautiful this man is and how beautiful I feel when I am with him.  As you can see, the phone call should not happen because I have come too far and have been too blessed to backslide!

I am still pissed off, but who needs details.  These are the same ol charecters since I started this diary is 2002.  Nothings changed.  They are still not SH*T and I am still investing TOO much time and energy into them!

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October 25, 2005

How could any man resist the temptation of Platinum Plus?

October 25, 2005

Hope everything sorts itself out. You do not need to be in that position to be upset like that. Btw- I always click the thumb button on my mouse and end up a page back when i’m compiling a long entry.

October 25, 2005

Sorry about that entry. I want you, but you choose otherwise….

October 25, 2005
October 26, 2005

RYN: I’m only good because the temptation of Platinum Plus is on the opposite end of the country. 😉 Be cool!

October 26, 2005

i think u still investing time and energy because at some point what u had with them was good, and the fact that u don’t have that one guy that is good on all levels.